I’m not even going to comment on the things I haven’t posted about. My birthday was probably the biggest one (back in May) but then again it’s just a birthday. It was real good though (I went to the zoo) and the whole weekend Brendan and I just kicked it.
Besides that, I’ve bought a lot of shit. Spent a lot of money on things that maybe I don’t need. Although I would beg to differ at the time. My latest purchase is a new laptop (which I’m currently using right now) and new gaming headset and mouse. It seems I can’t control myself around EOFYS.
Although in my defense, I really did need a new laptop. I’ve had the last brick (Alienware gaming laptop so was definitely a brick) for probably about 7 years and I couldn’t use it without it being plugged in. On top of that, starting up would take 20 minutes because suddenly it decided it needed to update everything and then you better hope you’re not in a rush because the lag was bad. Easier just to buy a new one. Plus now I can finally play games. I also bought it half hearteningly because I figured I would be more motivated to write (I feel like I’ve had that idea before) and at least if I don’t write I can still play games.
I really sound like I’m trying to convince myself that this purchase was for the best..
I CAN ALSO NOW EDIT PHOTOS AS WELL!
There, I’m done with the justifying because I know I needed it and it will help with my future endeavors whatever they may be….
I’ve got more stuff coming as well. I feel like this Covid crap has got me in the habit of expecting packages and yeah, it really does make me happy. Especially when you get 4 boxes in one day! But I’m also starting to get that weird feeling afterwards where I’m thinking “do I need this?”. And this is now the new problem. Before I was too broke to ever think that. Instead I would need something but couldn’t get it. BUT!!! In saying that, I do need some more stuff. Like, in my heart… I know I need it. So, if my heart is telling me I need it and not my head, I need it right?
I’mma go with that.
Anyways, I feel like I had to post something seeing as though I opened up the site and saved it as a favorite for easy access.
Kinda making myself feel better at the moment.